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My aunt razor bladed her MF neck in front of her 91 year old mother.

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Paranoid Schizophrenia IS serious...Watch over your people, I failed....Again.


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Ann T Lope
Ann T Lope 5 months ago

And you did not fail, please get that out of your vocabulary. You DID NOT fail.

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I'm trying Ann I really am.

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Ann T Lope
Ann T Lope 5 months ago

Damn, that's so sad. I'm so sorry this happened. Was Darlene hurting inside? Sometimes when you feel pain and you feel like you have no one to talk to, things like this can happen. Please don't blame yourself for this, this is not your fault and it's not her mothers fault. :-(

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I couldn't even stop any of this..the name calling, the throwing of objects and then to purposely call your 91 year old mother who has cancer in to watch you do something like that? I FAILED! I couldn't get to her in time to take that razor, I FAILED Ann. This was not suppose to happen on MY watch, I gave my grandfather my word (it's all I have IS my word) and I FAIL...Hard.

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Ann T Lope
Ann T Lope 5 months ago

You did not fail. At the end of the day we all have a freedom of choice. She chose to do what she did even if it was tragic. My aunt went out last year in a similar way, but they told her since she was an adult, she was allowed to make that choice. We tried talking her out of it but she took herself out in front of the whole family. Does that make us a failure, NO. She had a choice. My cousin is now dealing with Schizophrenia and the state refuses to do anything about it because she's over 21. She's my 2nd cousin but we grew up together. She tried several times to kill herself and her mom because she's sick and doesn't know what she's doing. Her mom is almost at her breaking point, but she knows her daughter is sick. You did not make your aunt sick. Even if she did say bad things to you, just know it is the illness talking. The same way people talk when they're drunk or on drugs, but they don't remember. I promise you, you did not fail, you're just going through tough times right now. Your grandmother personally knows and understands your situation. If you failed do you think she would allow you to care for her? If you failed do you think your grandfather would have told you to take care of the family? It’s 100% proof that these people DO NOT see you as a failure, you shouldn't either.

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